ReborrrnnnnN

Wow its been a month since my last update. A lot of things has happened. A lot of them not good but I need to start all over again and get my self back in tiptop shape. A lot of things can happen in a months time It’s sad that a lot of them really got to me. It prevented me from doing my daily duties and I really really neglected them and especially myself. I mean if u really look at me it looks like absolutely exhausted not to mention ive been really neglecting my health all this stress is getting to me that my mom has been making a lot of comments lately how my face is really bad and they’ve noticed that recently Ive been experiencing hairfall. I haven’t got much sleep because of everything ive been making a conscious effort to dig myself out of this ditch and climb back up to how I am supposed to be. So I guess I really better get started again J A really big thanks to you all for supporting me. Thanks to you all I would have burned out like a candle if it weren’t for you guys.

For the Long Term

1. Smoking Prevention( today it has been a 2 sticks)
2. Lose Weight and get to 160-170 lbs(I haven’t been able to exercise properly because of work and when I get home im absolutely exhausted)
3. Be more responsible!(I have been really been irresponsible in a lot of senses but I have to make up for them now especially work)
4. Be more self reliant or independent( I have been trying to be independent for these past weeks a lot of things like the basic needs I still am dependent on my family waking up by myself is a very big factor and I really need to step up on this)
   1. Waking up by myself.
   2. Get the car fixed
5. Learn to Meditate (I haven’t meditated lately but ill give it a shot before I go to sleep)
6. Never be late again(late late late in a span of a week ive been late 4 times shit)
7. Learn to control my facial reactions more(No practice here too)
8. Be more gentle I have the tendency to be very clumsy and sloppy(here I have found a solution to this and that solution is enroll in dancing class with my friends which they are opting to take like ballroom dancing)
9. Control myself to prevent myself from being *****(I have failed in the particular regard lately but Ive got to make up for this)
10. Always be more positive(its been so hard to be positive lately but I have to start all over so I MUST be more positive)

For Work

1. Study ODI(This has been put on hold since I have been helping out in the BP lately)
2. Finish all data structure works
3. Come to work early!(Must get the willpower when I wake up I must stand up and take my bath so I will not be tempted to go to sleep again)
4. Find Ahya  a programmer for the PHP program(I have to email faroque and ask in other countries about the program)

Tasks for the Week

1. Exercise(nothing today)
2. Sleep Early(Its 11 I must be off after this)
3. Post here everyday (present after a very long time)
4. Register DTI (follow up again on Tuesday if still not approved)
5. Try to find a suitable business Idea to invest in (I must be able to start on it somewhere)
   1. Vendo machine research
6. Buy Sauna Suit(Nothing yet here)
7. Learn buy and sell(looking for a new product to buy and sell)
8. Have to find an easier way to send a mass message from my treo 650 or discard the phone itself and find a new one(There hasn’t been a lead today ive tried looking today but as it turns out there isn’t such a app so far but I have to look into it I have possessed this number for awhile but I haven’t made much use of it)
9. Go to a derma and have a cleaning!(Last session for the derma I have to set the appointment this Saturday probably if thers nothing gonna go down this week)
10. Get my messala and BDO passbook updated( Havent updated my messala but I guess not now as jhay has suggested)

Tasks on Hold(these tasks are necessarily on hold as they aren’t fit to be done yet)

1. Find Yoga Class(there is a class here in san juan for 10 sessions for 4700 Its worth looking into)
2. Get sports earphone
3. Find Condo
4. Canvass for guitar
5. Find out more about money market(Researched but dammit an intial investment costs around 200k so its not for me yet so this is going to the on hold
6. Learn something new about the stock market today(Need 25 k on this will put it on hold but I cant put it on hold forever as stock prices are down for the moment and it is the best time to buy